Revamp Skywalker

another brand new year

2009-01-01T09:09:00.001+08:00

Resolution: Stop doubting, start believing and go for it.

liydaa's 1st

2008-12-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

LiyDaa

(aka duper crazy, funky, horny bitches)

Thinking that we relate so well to each other,
why not celebrate a day with your bestie to cherish that friendship?

To my sexy babe, Syidah,
Through the years we've been real great friends,

thanks for being there no matter wad fuck happens,

thanks for pushing me whenever I'm on my edge,

thanks for your company to make me laugh my ass off,

and thank you for believing in whatever I've dreamed to do.

Monday blues.

Unplanned hang-outs.

Crapping/Horny sessions.

Copycat-ing each other.

Working out sessions.

Basically, you know me too well. Dammit.
But hey, we're one of a kind!

Happy 1st year, babe.

spring cleaning alert for dec month

2008-12-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

**Disclaimer: Obviously this blog is dusting up. So Leia is trying her best to update as much as she can with more pictures (than words) for the subsequent month stated. This blog spring-cleaning is to ensure less naggings and pushing from peers. Thank you very much. Hee.

Finally, Class 3 is here and race with da boyfren is crucial!

Bestie's drama production: Prom themed

Xmas funtime @ Starbux..

spring cleaning alert for nov month

2008-11-30T16:52:00.003+08:00

Did much catching up with ex-xtore. Damn, I miss them.

Some random cravings for sushi and these 2 babes of mine got horny.
Just don't ask why, pls. SAKAE!!

Favor for Mythili, lead actress in drama shooting.

Role: Tomboy to a Perfect Woman (sounds familiar?)
Exhausting but great experience.
Ok, CUT!! ITS A WRAP!!!

bon anniversaire!

2008-11-01T23:50:00.001+08:00

And yet again, that month each year arrives.
NOVEMBER. Dedication to da 3 Scorpios in da family.

To dearest Mommy and Sis,
may we continue our tradition of endless bdays,
with great health and enthusiasm in everything we do.

Love you people. More than ever.

Oh ya, my obvious endless celebrations:

#1 - Traditionally family dinner.

#2 - Karaoke session with da ever-standing besties.

#3 - Cookie cake by CSC mates
and
Too-nice-looking-to-eat cupcakes by Lovely Dalilah

Yay! I'm a year older.
Damn! My last teen year.

p/s: To all those endless bday surprise, bday wishes, presents and bla bla bla, am really grateful and hope that it doesn't end here. Hee. Oh well, cant help a girl from trying. So.. THANKS A BUNCH GUYS!!!

last day cum advance bdae celebration

2008-10-31T23:53:00.005+08:00

10 weeks past too fast.
Da stay was definitely enriching yet enjoyable.

Nothing ends without a celebration!

Da interns and their bosses dine in Coffee Club for dinner.

May Chan and Jene,
thank you very much for everything,
Though advance, one of da great bdae dinner I've had!

Calista,

You've been da greatest partner thoughout this journey.
Through all ups and downs, I really had fun working with you.

Definitely will miss crapping wif you!

p/s: Stay in contact, peeps!

Da last of IPP

2008-10-30T22:44:00.001+08:00

Monopoly madness!
Inventing board game.
Paper-cuts.
Last minute RUSH.

3 weeks to go

2008-10-10T00:55:00.004+08:00

Loaded task one after another.
Preparing Events.
"Fieldtrips"
Great or what? Hmm.

oh well, here it comes again..

2008-10-09T01:36:00.004+08:00

Obviously, I had not been dusting up my blog.
Definitely have lost count of my days.

But anyway,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin,

to all my beloved family and friends.

p/s: i'll update more raya pix if I've grab hold of it. So, stay tuned.

6 weeks to go

2008-09-19T22:03:00.001+08:00

Hectic with Roadshows.
Great experience.
Meet more new people.
Having fun. Fun. Fun.

Oh yes, to Jene, Happy Birthday.

You're not even 25, don't worry. Heh.

to my two virgo boys

2008-09-15T10:57:00.001+08:00

Mini celebration. Big hu-ha!

7 weeks to go

2008-09-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

More involvement.
More independant.
Definitely more busier.
Messy desk remains.

i dedicate this to you, hun

2008-09-09T00:29:00.004+08:00

There's a point of time, when I knew we couldn't be where we are now.

And there was this time, when I'm sure I've lost you.

Though that tough time I faced, you kept my faith strong.
Never have I imagine I could snuggle back up to you,
and say how much you meant to me.

But this day came forth and at this point,
I know my prayers were answered.

There's too much I need to thank you, hun.
And, there's too much I'm sorry for all these years.
Whatever it is, beyond doubt, you're the love of my life.
I love you, honey.

diablo

2008-09-06T05:27:00.003+08:00

So it's time to make our baby famous.

Hun tried out baby K6's system.

Burn-outs, endless deep corners, speed test.

You name it, never underestimate da size of da rider.

8 weeks to go

2008-09-05T20:31:00.005+08:00

More technical application.
Harder implementation.

More lessons learnt.

Messier desk!

babysat!

2008-08-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

Parents had some function.
Sis had facial appointment.
BIL Hiddy had to work.
Bhusu Lia having weekend rest at home.

So, who handles Baby Din??
Isn't it obvious enough?

Bhusu Lia comes to da rescue...

Babysit for merely 3 hours.
Tough job but CRAZY-FUN !!

p/s: If I could ever know what that baby-energizer-machine is thinking....

survivor

2008-08-29T21:37:00.019+08:00

Weekends =
no work + blog updates!

Yeah, industrial attachment is finally here.

BUSY. BUSY. BUSY.

Doubts at first, going to this company.

But, after orientation, totally satisfied!

List of reasons

1. Cool boss.

2. Great colleagues.
3. Very comfortable work space.
4. Interesting environment.
5. Cheap, nice, range of food.
6. NO misuse of interns!
(in fact, learnt alot da very 1st week)

Though a torturous journey each morning, I rather not complain.
Oh well, I'll get use to it.
Get used to all of it..
..frequent formal dressing..

..freezing atmosphere..

..constant backache..

..bla bla bla..

p/s: but just to shout to some of you out dere, I don't care how much I'm paid nor do I care how great your place is, I'm feeling much better here and am ready to learn and gain experience. Hah!

till death do us apart?

2008-08-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

To bestie, as promised.
Have fun watching this vid clip.

EAT IT!! EAT IT!! EAT IT!!

Avenged Sevenfold - A Little Piece Of Heaven

lets try counting sheeps!! 1..2..baa..3..baa..

2008-08-23T08:16:00.002+08:00

So my papers are done. Exam ended. Hooray right?
Umm.. well, industrial attachment next.
No school break / holidays / wadever shit.
Total sleeping pattern change.
(Only sleep at 8 or 9 am and wake up just few hrs later!)
Very confusing appetite.
Reaching optimal level of going broke.

So, tell me. Where's da H-O-O-R-A-Y??

p/s: look at da time & I'm still up from da previous day! dammit.

and so it begins!

2008-08-16T01:38:00.009+08:00

so joyful together!

2008-08-08T11:49:00.007+08:00

To bestie and boyfren,
I hope I could irritate you more with this.

SOYJOY! FRUIT-A-SOYY-BARR!!!
hehe. Im annoying.

p/s: cool date todae huh! 8/8/08.
(next yr wil be my special day, 9/9/09!)

finally the new ride

2008-07-20T12:04:00.004+08:00

Da last time I could remember, we're taking da bus.
Amazing how time flies and changes happen..

Hun finally decided to have a change in his ride!
KR -----> K6. Faster. Crazier. Cooler.

Damn, I had to try da new baby....
(at least not as heavy as Haya! heh..)

s.o.s puhleasee!!

2008-07-14T15:44:00.003+08:00

Went MIA fer a while, yes true. Had some trouble with the immune again.

I'm clueless to why I kept falling sick. But this time, it hit me.

This time was drastic, never been this sick..

Fever shot really high for many many days!!
Got dehydrated. Kept losing more weight.

Da truth: it's da stress and Im not coping well.

Boyfriend made too much noise telling how stubborn I could get.
Maybe, it's true. Projects, then tests, and more projects, then exams.
I tend to forget about my health. But hey, I didn't know I'm this weak.

Still, I was touched he took care of me every single day till I got better.
Attention got from him was heart-warming. Thanks, love.

as of this date, im off !!

2008-07-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

Well, I know my blog is catching up dust.
So, update update, I will.

Shocking news for some of you...

I've officially RESIGNED from Starbucks.

End my barista journey. Period.

Honest reasons

1. Studies have been slipping.
2. Pressure shot up too high in everything I do.
3. It's time to put it to a stop.

My last words to SB-OR team..
Sorry for this drastic decision, but I had to do what I had to do.
Keep on going and I wish da best of luck to all.
Love you guys. Take care.

new life, new do

2008-05-30T20:05:00.001+08:00

Time to snip snip snip.
A new banks!

Happy with new life, happy with da new hair.

happy 1st birthday

2008-05-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

My one and only cutestest lil nephew,

HERMIE ALDRIN

p/s: Bhusu Lia and Fye loves you lots

happy 23rd birthday

2008-05-19T19:50:00.003+08:00

Cutest bestie,

DALILAH da queen!!

nostalgia singing competition

2008-05-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

Oh well. Daddy pushed me into this.
My first competition in years.
Nostalgia singing competition.
Ended up top 10. Good enough for me.
Daddy and mommy say the're proud of me.
Awww, I love them. Lots.

Special thanks to..
Couz Inoi, for the great work in my makeover.
Aunty Mariah, for your dedicated coaching.
Lovely Hun, Sisters Hann and Att, Bestie Syidah, for your utmost support.

Shots to tell..

Getting ready, hair and makeup

Voila!! Man, I look different..

Closer half look on da makeover

Much closer half look on da great piece of work

With my duet partner ~ Daddy's girl!!

Moi lovely vocal coach

My strong faith

My definite pillars of strength

Bestie: Long Live Rock n Roll

Live on stage...

After performing, I got exhausted..And hungry..

Then, someone got really sleepy!

Prize ceremony ~ Delighted!

Finalist with da trophies

Thank you, mom,
for da biggest support...

And thank you love,

for being there for me...

Post celebration ~ Satisfied and proud of myself

clinging to strong faith

2008-05-16T04:09:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in fate?
I'm beginning to.

happy mommy's day

2008-05-11T22:21:00.006+08:00

boo!

2008-05-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Da clanks came up with da smashing idea.
Throwing a hell of a party for 2 lovely birthday girls!
MUMMY DALILAH and TRIPLE L.

Details...
Type: Total-dressed-up Costume Party
Theme: My Super Supernatural Birthday
Venue: The Florida Condo Function Room
Dresscode: Supernatural

And so, let da shots spook you tonight...

Initially, me and MY got lost at Potong Pasir, so snap we go!

Our proud piece of decor effort.
Handmade Mr. Skele / garbage-bag-curtain / creepy spiderwebs

And so I was.... the CORPSE BRIDE!

HotShot earned me Female Best-Dressed

Living my character to da alter

Dressed up preparation in da cramped toilette

Spooky, creepy group shot

Happy Supernatural Birthday!
To Dalilah and Li Ling

They huff and they puff and still could not blow da cake away!

We played games too: Haunted musical chairs...

Random shots. Snap snapp snapping away...

Not supposed to be in da pic, I popped at da back out of nowhere
This time, Hao aka Frankenstein popped out of nowhere at da back

Corpse Bride ~ Hearty Birthday Queen

Corpse Bride ~ Friendly Witch

Corpse Bride ~ Cute-very-red-cheecks Chinese Zombie

Corpse Bride ~ Lady Vampire

Theory: Da bride became a corpse after da bite from Count Dracula

So it's true, Zeb has eyes on his back.

Post party: Surviving removed-makeup-dead creatures

Special thanks to creative planners:
(+ Ming Hao ~ not in da shot)

BOO! I'll see you in your nightmare, my friend...

happy 18th birthday

2008-04-30T01:08:00.013+08:00

Fana aka HANN

My shoulder, my unofficial-sister.

3 lads and a baby

2008-04-24T02:51:00.008+08:00

Boring day, so decided to stroll to Vivo.
Wif both my sis: elder sis and Hann.
Oh! Not to forget Baby Din.

Snap. Snap. Snap.

While we're having Subway for lunch, Baby Din drools...

H2O excites him right from da stroller

So, off da pants.

Then, there goes da shirt too!

Splash! Splash! Yay!

Exploring blue tunnels

Getting excited, hair getting messy

Mommy got excited too!

Balancing act

Snuggle and huggies time!

Intimate moments with Bhusu Lia

Da playground gang

Bhusu Lia and Aunty Hann taking break from Baby Din

Goodie-boy with Aunty Hann

"Can I have just 1 scoop plsssss....???"

Mix n Match:
Chunky Monkey + Choc Therapy + Strawberry Chzcake

"If I behave while all of you eat 1st, can I at least lick da spoon..??"

Goodbye Vivo, home here I come!

3 usual monkeys hanging

2008-04-23T06:33:00.004+08:00

Had a real long day.

Morning: Work (Starbucks)
Afternoon: Driving Practical
Evening: hang out with 2 other dear monkeys,
(juz-got-new-banks-Hannah and knows-all-da-toilets-MingHao)

So, we headed to Chambers @ Jln Md Sultan.
Had mashed potato salad for dinner-cum-supper.
Not bad at all - tangy and mellow - just da way I like it!
Then, stroll all da way to orchard - Lido to be exact.
Chill @ Mac till like 5am.

Great evening with my hons, definitely.
Some great shots with da monkeys...

Was really humid that evening, got really restless

LIA-signature-beehive ~ HANNAH-newly-awesome-banks

My greatest dependable philosopher (thanks love)

@ Chambers: planning MASH POTATO

Da competition: golden beancurd with oh-so-super-sambal chilli

sudden temptations

2008-04-21T01:04:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, well, most of da times, we have cravings.
On a relaxing-Monday-(off day): Double Choc Cupcakes
Fun, unique experience with da sisters and da curious baby Din!

Check out da shots, peeps.

Can't remember da last time we bake, so kinda lost
Different roles but doing da same thing

While we bake, Baby Din stirs his special recipe too

Spectator is a must: look at da mix go!

Ah! Splash. What da fuck did i do?!

Focus, cool, smile: potential licking-good!

Well-mixed choc cupcake mix and dark choc glacing, YUMM

Trying real hard to no klutz: FAILED

Man, BAKING = destress + indulgence + satisfaction

Baby Din checking up on da cupcakes constantly

Lovely thanks to Hann,
for joining us and entertain Baby Din,
KERGH!!

Oh, da cupcakes was YUMM though it needs a little more baking powder!

wedding: Isham & Norida

2008-04-20T23:29:00.006+08:00

1st off, congratulations to newly-weds,

Kak Ida and Abg Isham

to finally tie da knot.
May you be blessed with an everlasting life together,

with cute lil kiddos in da future!

And so, my DJ team: Klasik Karao'ke,

sourced for the wedding's entertaiment for da girl's side.

Another beautiful wedding.
Honestly, brings me to tears for certain reasons.

Let da shots explain...

Da DJ team

Klasik Karao'ke kicks off with a show
We have fun while we entertain!

Bride with make-up artiste waiting for da groom

Groom arrives, desperately seeking permission for his bride

Finally granted, official handkiss from da wife to her husband
Presenting Mr and Mrs Isham on pelamin

Them with me and HIM-MIA (my apology)

A piece of song by da Bride and Groom

Da speech *sob*

My current pillars of need
My unofficial-sisters. Love you girls.

Hann ~ SizzLy ~ Att

time to upgrade

2008-04-17T01:18:00.003+08:00

After 2 long years,

my dear phone bought by HIM failed on me.

i guess it's da million-and-ONE time dat it has

dropped and CRASH to pieces.

So, finally, died off. RIP.

But again, u-p-g-r-a-d-e is da time.

So, yeah dude, i got myself a new 1st-hand phone!

6500 slide.

Sleek. Resourceful. So-moi.
Outcome: Satisfied

Have a good look.

P/S: Hey dude, I'll prove to you that I can hang on to this deary longer!

sentosa outburst

2008-04-12T01:32:00.002+08:00

WARNING: LONG POST ALERT

Exactly da 1st day of our hols,
my clanks decided to hang out at da beach.
yes, Sentosa.

But, da least expected:
my bright idea for Zeb's post surprise b.day celebration!

Decided to get him a whole cake from Zara,
wait.. i meant Secret Recipe! Heh.
And surprise him even before we depart from Vivo.
Of course, with help from da clanks.

Special thanks to..
Mythili & Karthik, Hann & Att for preparing da surprise.
Hannah & Ming Hao for da lots of cover-up.

And so, pictures tell da story..

Desperately lighting (too many candles and too much wind!)

Trying to creep our way up to b.day boy

SURPRISE!! Man, look at his face!

Look at da cake and he knew who's idea it was

Signature "colgate" smile.

Have a close look: ZEB-alicious!

Settling at Tanjong Beach

Plan to build PYRAMID sand castle

Eventually, stuck hannah inside da pyramid!

So, it was a record: I was finally pushed into da sea

splash-CHOO-CHOO-splash-Train!

Notice our improvised dump station?

Intimate moments with my bitch, Hannah..

Went off to da rocks when it turns dark..

Much memories unfold

Strutting our ass off
Packing and snapping

Moments before we kick off to da roads

Well, Zeb hates flashes,
so da girls had to snap wif him sideways..

SIDE-VIEW with Mommy Dalilah

SIDE-VIEW with Hannah

I don't give a shit, so FRONT-VIEW ~ improvised!

Some of us got high

We walk, getting tired, STOP.. pose!

HotShot in middle road while waiting for da bus to bang us down

Trying to be kinky, sexy, vogue!

And damn, we cant wait for da sleepover at my house!

LAST STOP: dessert at Mac

Special thanks to my lovely-unofficial-sis: Att
DA photoshooter

last day of TEP

2008-04-11T22:46:00.005+08:00

TEP. Da last day, finally!
Sucks fer me big time though.
Bcuz most of my clix went off early.
So, I did too.. illegally!

But before that,
me and a couple of my kinks took shots around campus.

We've been together thru all thick and thins during TEP.
Even when we're separated to different teams.
Hannah and Mythili.

My listening ears.

My bez lads.

I don't know how much I could thank you both,

to live me up from where I fall.
Thanks babes. I'm going to miss you both real bad.

Here's da shots!

Mythili couldn't get on da ledge initially. Cah-yoot.

Eventually we thought of something!

Venue: Hannah's survival kit ~ da LIFT.

And bumped into our "pro"-photoshooters.

Squares-with-hole-in-between POND.

Fulfilling multi-racial society.

Outdoor, blazing sun, snapping shots: SHAG!

Cute-wannabe and rocker-wannabe. Slamming!
Rockies cah-yooties!
Chipmunk Hannah ~ HotRock Lia ~ Ms World Mythili

happy 19th burfday

2008-04-10T23:33:00.005+08:00

ZEB-alicious!!

No more pranks, please.

Thank you very nice.

p/s: U still owe me a tango dance!

great minds think alike

2008-04-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

Title explains.
It was really coincidental.
Dressing of me and bestie.

Red polo.
Black bottom.

Da only thing that separates us is da SHOEZ.
This happens alot - freaky.

Proven in shots.

Cool huh?

And again, coincidentally, HL wears da same top!

Jas behind trying to fit in da pix.
Black top? Nah.
Potential Charlie's Angel, maybe.

all da fishes swimming in da waotter!

2008-04-06T23:45:00.010+08:00

Moi darling oh-so-cheeky nephew,
is a swimming-freak-fish-wanna-be.

So yeah, brought him to have a splash.
Mommy and Bhusu Lia enjoyed da freezing H2O too!

Fun, freezing shots below!!

Food Evidence

2008-04-04T14:00:00.010+08:00

Stop saying I'm losing too much weight.
Stop telling me to not starve myself,
because I don't!

Evidence here, see them, analyze.

1. Went to Sakae Sushi with TEP mates

Dalilah and I gets dizzy watching da belt go.

Dalilah and Hid cannot decide which to get.

Believe it or not, these peas are nice.. and healthy!

WL can really stuff herself, man!

Damn, she spots me snapping pix!

Let's just pose, WL and Grace, camwhores.

Matt and Dinah, sushi champions!

Dalilah never stop insisting her iced H2O.
(I counted - 4 times)

See, I told you I ate, no kidding.

2. After finishing da last of FSRC presentations,

my group 4 babes and a couple of friends redeem ourselves to..

Da soup - not bad, da iced tea - nice!

Main Course: Grilled Australia Barramundi
with vegetables and cream sauce

Gurls gone crazy after a hearty meal!

serious updating

2008-04-03T01:36:00.040+08:00

Yes, yeah, sure, i know it's been quite some time.
Like sorry la sey. Been crazy and hectic.
Schedule like fuck. Seriously peepz, my apologies.

So yeah updates. Updates.
Finally, FSRC projects are all done. Complete (somehow).
No more presentations.
So now, left TEP reports.
Abit more n done with TEP, gang!

Shots taken!

Escaping from FSRC hell, finally!
Walking into the light..
OMG khad, are we dying?

What else?

Hmm. Oh yeah. Passed FTT. 1st-trial.
Supposed to be like "yes-ah!",
but nah, don't feel like it.
What da fuck, ryt? I know.

Oh and, Hiddy got back from US.
Got me lotsa stuff! He's da greatest!
Have a quick rundown da checklist:

1. NYC Starbux City Mug

2. Oh-so-gorgeous RED (fav, dude! u rock big tym!) Coach Purse

3. a couple of VANS
(siz n hiddy begins my addiction for shoez)

Thanks loads, da-bez-and-one-and-only-bro-in-law!!
But, he's gone back there for a few more months.
Be back soon, I guess.

Damn, there's so much to tell.
Ok, will update on "happenings" da past weeks.
For now, is juz it.

Spy kiddos

2008-04-01T10:30:00.026+08:00

Mood was terrible today, seriously.
But dear Hannah was there.
So, as usual, with her crazy-and-no-better-things-to-do attitude,
we decided to go on a mission.

Event: Mythili's bf introduced to da gang
Mission: Spying on da lovebirds (suh-weet)
Agent involves: Agent Hannah & Lia

Let da shots do da talking.

Hannah's da pro, no kidding.

Look at that sinister smile.
Don't mess wif da walking stick!

Can't help to give this face.

Cuddle Wuddle

Hannah eventually got disgusted.

Bcuz, she got da clearest view!

No matter how pro we were,
eventually got caught.
Reason: Too noisy while spying!

im falling, peeps!!

2008-03-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

can't remember,
da laz tym I had proper sleep.
da laz tym I rez.

damn, im getting weaker by da day.
dun bother updating moi blog fer now.

seriously, dude,
open your fucking eyes,
fucking listen up,
be grateful like puh-leez!
n damn right u're lucky.

i need major help, peeps.

sil-vous-plait (please)

2008-03-20T10:24:00.003+08:00

It's hard to stop crying la eh.
Lyk wad-da-fucking-FUCK...

man, i need my focus back,
help me, please.
sil vous plait.

like dammit

2008-03-12T09:24:00.007+08:00

ok so yesterday,
CSC-DBS got back our grades for the stopover.

yeah, like dammit, kinda disappointed.
So be it, its B for me btw.
Got strike off from A for the slightest mistake.
Dammit I need that grade this round.

Kinda unexpected for some of those who does not deserve that grade.
But what da hell. Suck up. Fake. (like bullshit!)
Ever heard of split personality? hah.
Some people are just fucking good at it.

so yeah, we took pics while waiting for individual evaluation.

Da anxious ones
(especially hannah - da one near da dustbin - man, look at her face!)

Da emo ones
(Ming Hao dozing off by da door?)

And, the coolest peeps you ever meet!
(except, yah. ;P)

busy busy busy

2008-03-10T21:32:00.012+08:00

YES YES, da title shouts for me!

My apologies for no recent updates.
ok. so I can't really remember what da hell I did da past weekend.
All I can remember is... work. and work. and more work.

Guess what? A couple of my fav regular customers came to visit!
Back at starbux-orchard point, they're one of our 1st customer.
They're lovely and will I nvr forget their typical order:

2 sesame bagels
2 cream cheese(s)
tall COD (for Wayne)
OJ (for Ruth)

Here we are: Wayne, me & Ruth.

And oh yeah. Reports have been filed,
claiming a student to be sleepwalking in campus.
Last seen, laying on the corridor.
Pulse, still unsure.

Zeb, are you still alive?

da guy who cracks me up

2008-03-06T10:21:00.007+08:00

ok, da title, refers to no one else but

ZEBALICIOUS !!

and so yeah, ex-csc played captain ball yesterday.
the boys got down hot and sweaty. haha
stay your mind on track!
and then....
oh well, they decided to take a shower after da game.
not wanting to stink up da whole room later on.

as expected, da guys forgot to bring any hair gel/wax.
so, they came out from da shower, with flat, unstyled hair!
hah, look cute on them.
but da most cutest and different transformation goes to...
no other than,
MR. ZEB!

I had a good laugh at 1st but...
I kinda like da look on him.

see for yourself
(sorry zeb.. but i took da effort to edit this shot!)

current reflection

2008-03-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

Was damn shag otw home from werk.

Was listening to moi songs during da long train ride.

Was raining outside, of which eventually happen to realize.

Was then struck by this particular song, then wonder the title.

Then, I noticed.

Title of song: When It Rains

Damn, coincidental.

The mood. The atmosphere.
The current situation I'm sailing.
The current reflection of what I see now.

Meaningful, peeps.

Check it out:~

Artist: Paramore
Album: Riot!
Year: 2007
Title: When It Rains

And when it rains on this side of town

It touches everything

Just say it again and mean it

We don't miss a thing

You made yourself a bed at the bottom

of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

and convinced yourself

that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it

(oh I) I never saw it coming

(no oh) I need an ending

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain

And when it rains

You always find an escape

Just running away

From all of the ones who love you

From everything

You made yourself a bed at the bottom

Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And you'll sleep till May

You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it

(oh I) I never saw it coming

(no oh) I need an ending

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)

Take these chances to turn it around

Take these chances we'll make it somehow

And Take these chances and turn it around

Just turn it around.

and no (oh) how could you do it

(oh I) I never saw it coming

no (oh) how could you do it

(oh I) I never saw it coming

no (oh) how could you do it

(oh I) I never saw it coming and

(no oh) I need an ending

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time.

That last message

2008-03-03T14:35:00.010+08:00

WARNING !! (long post ahead)

Let's see. Been fucking busy with work and more work.
Supposed to post the message for my CSC - DBS mates,
which I relayed on the last day of DBS.
So, here goes:

First of all, I would like to say thank you to each and one of you for making my journey in CSC DBS a fruitful and exciting experience. As some of you know, I had most of my troubles and downs in this current year and co-currently when attached at this stopover. Still, you guys have been there for me not only when I needed help at work but in smiles and tears as well. I’m very grateful and honoured to have friends like you because at some point I have longed to have this closeness that we all shared.

Teck Hua, thank you for all your handful massages during those days when I don’t feel well. It was really good and relieving!

Nicole, thank you for helping me out in reaching my targets the other time and stay pretty. Don’t worry; we are going to see again soon in FSRC.

Kian Boon, thank you for all the humor and innocence that you brought to CSC. Really crack me up all the time, being the famous DBS Mr. Bean!

Wee Leng, you have been there to help me with my targets too and your warmth in CSC always feels assuring. Especially fun when your true kinkyness-self came out!

Yin Xin, your silence and charm sometimes scares me but still, please stay cute and you’ll be adorable.

Huan Ling, thank you for helping me out in my targets as well and your determination strives me to call more, somehow.

Jie Jun, you were quiet most of the time but it was really nice to meet you and knowing you through this past weeks.

Li Ling, even though you look scary the first time I saw you, but you are actually sweet and funny too!

Khadijah, your boldness and gangster attitude makes me more fearless now that you are around me most of the time. Rock on, babe!

Rizwan, I know we had little disputes between us, but thank you for being there for me and those scandalous moments.

Ming Hao, thank you for lending your shoulder the other time and of course, the truths sharing!

Mythili, my indian girl, your smile and companionship has made my life in CSC very fun and enjoyable, that I thank you very much, sweet!!

Dinah, please stop dieting because you are slim enough and you look very pretty. You just have to smile and it will make someone’s day. Got that?!

Fiona, "potential-rock-chic-but-cannot-make-it-ha-ha-ha", you have been one of the best bitch to gossip, break rules and share problems with. Thank you, mortal love!

Zeb, thank you for making my day each day, literally. Making me smile and laugh with your really funny jokes. I’m still waiting to dance tango with you!

Hannah, the sound of your crutches makes me smile so wide because I know there’s someone who is there to cheer me on in times of need. I will miss your shrilling voice and your escargot too!

Dalilah, mummy of CSC DBS, my sister, my buddy, my guide. You’ve given me the biggest impact through my journey in CSC. You were there for me at all times without fail, checking up on me from time to time and always make sure I was fine. I really want to thank you for all this and I especially could not imagine without your presence and your laughter around.

To my team CSC DBS, thank you very much for giving me this chance to be my true self and a place for a sense of belonging. I love every single one of you guys and will not forget all the moments we shared together the past 10 weeks. From all the competitive charging towards targets, the games we played, the parties we had and even the outings we went. You guys have been the greatest friends! I’m sooooo going to miss you guys!

Last phrase from me:
"Lia is OFFICIALLY PISSED... that CSC is over."
(To whom it may concern: this line has been incorporated by Leia and no one else. Thank you for your cooperation.)

So, yeah. That's about it.
Rather touching. *tear*
CSC DBS rock my world!

honestly

2008-02-28T14:15:00.003+08:00

Its not that I'm SO pleased with my decision.
I juz feel at ease, free, true.

This time round, I did alot of thinking.
Whatever outcome it may be, I'm accepting it.
No matter good or bad.
For I wish all da bez to you.
All I want to see and know is that,
you are happy, redeem.

Even when you thought that I've forgotten about you all this time,
I never have, I juz kept my fucking mouth shut.
I just kept the feelings and memories we had alone to myself.

Clock might be ticking, I don't know.
Please don't pity me, please don't worry about me.
I'll find my way out somehow.

If it is really meant to be, then it is.

damn, she's good!

2008-02-27T03:29:00.006+08:00

You peeps should check dis out.
Dis babe fucking shit impress me.

Damn, she could really hit it Live.

Paramore: Misery Business (Live @ Almost Acoustic Xmas)

Happy 9 months

2008-02-26T15:11:00.011+08:00

HERMIE ALDRIN
a.k.a Baby Din

Luv, Bhusu Lia

Da 4 of us out!

2008-02-26T11:47:00.023+08:00

2 days back, on Sunday, da 4 of us,
Moi, bro, sis and baby Din,
finally went out together!

Destination:
IMM

Purpose:
Baby/Window shopping,
Supper @ Secret Recipe (yes peeps, I didn't missed my meal!),
Destress

Was damn tired that day actually after cuming back from work.
But decided to go anyway, to relax and spent more time.
Yes, more time wif bro and esp sis wif baby Din.
Thanx to Hiddy's advice.
Maybe, I need to focus more and appreciate what I have in front of me.
Being close to them feels so assuring and comforting.
Like what he said, it takes time.
Even after 19 long years.

So, the outing didnt last that long bcuz it got late.
But, no doubt I had fun and felt reclaimed.

Btw, here are some shots we took.

Update: Dammit!

2008-02-26T00:48:00.008+08:00

OK well, last friday, ex-CSC mates,
as usual tried to make everyday a learning journey as creative as possible.

This gang: ZEB, KASHIF(I)[ --> major culprits - Blood Brothers],
Ming Hao and Mythili,
being so creative that they decided to play some pranks, got PUNK'ed!
Zeb and Kashif acted out so fucking darn gd to fight with each other.
Over a fucking minor reason: Zeb calling Kashif "S-H-I-F-I" the dog!

Started out to PUNK! Hannah.
When revealed, she ran off forgetting her crutches! (again.)
Not being satisfied, Hannah teamed up wif the gang to then PUNK! me!!

Damn. This time, I really fall for it.

Feeling totally disappointed at how easy Kashif gave up, somehow.

And thanx Zeb, for your hurtful
Plz-don't-try-to-be-nice-to-me and Plz-leave-me-alone remarks.

Convinced by da way My scolded da Blood Brothers and
Hannah trying to hide her confirm-abt-to-laugh face while trying to cry (which she did).

And getting pissed off by da way Ming Hao adding fuel into da fire.

Then, "Leia, you got PUNK'ed!!!"
I was so overwhelmed.
Had a rolled newspaper in my hand,
getting ready to smack each and one of them.
Can't control myself, so I broke down and cry, yes Leia cried!

These group of peeps are my besties.
Seeing them fight and hating each other ticked me off.
But even more hurtful, bcuz they meant alot to me.

Not being satisfied myself, I ganged up to PUNK! Fiona!! Hah!
It was and felt great.
And all those got PUNK'ed!, photos were taken. Again, damn!

Leia is officially PUNK'ed!

dammit!

2008-02-25T02:49:00.008+08:00

I've been PUNK'ed !!!!!

Major ouch! Will update abt dis soon.

WTF is going on??

2008-02-24T18:39:00.020+08:00

Seriously,
dunno wad da hell
is happening in my StarBux store.
Many had to leave the system,
for some reason.

Some are great partners but had to prioritize other commitments.
One has been my great lil' bro but did some stupid mistake.
One has been my listening ear thru my probs.
Then, there's one who has been wif me thru all thick and thins in the system.

Now, they are all going, left da 2 of us seniors standing.
So, back to sq one, had to train more new partners.
Somehow, demoralized.
Getting dreadfully tired, long stretched hours.
But, wadever. Still surviving.

To my be-gone beloved partners,
Be cool, stay out of trouble,
And you're missed by me, totally.
No mistakes, no learning gained.

Some memories unfold.

2 down, 2 to go.

Batch mates, left me standing.

Esp dis ass, I'm gonna miz.
My Rock Babe bitch, take care.

1st Post, like DUH.

2008-02-22T19:50:00.013+08:00

Oh hey, yeah da title says it all.
Peeps have been pushing me for dis blog so here it goes.

Few reasons fer da existance of dis blog:
1. To kill time.
2. Get connected to my peeps.
3. Don't express much now, so this might be next place to scream.
4. And yeah, just for the fun of it!

Hope dis blog lasts though. Hah!